Wouldyoustillmelikebefore?
I shouldn't have done that. I should have just ignored it. Like something I couldn't see it. Like something I can't see. I shouldn't have looked at you at all. I should have ran away from it. Like nothing happened.

Without words
didn't i say never to love again..
VISIT RENT-INSTAX TOO!
I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can't see you anymore
And that you're not here anymore
Otherwise it's the same as before

Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 12:14 AM
Competent.




BIG BANG!!
TOP!
TOP!
TOP!
TOP!


I'm Competent.

3 more modules.

anyway virginia wrote some very nice stuff on my remarks.
and i was so fast out. double joy.


why can't i smile from my heart?
i guess i dont have one.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 1:58 PM
NUFFNANG TICX GIVE AWAY - A xmas carol





Synopsis

Disney’s A Christmas Carol, the classic Dickens’ tale, is re-envisioned by Academy Award®-winning filmmaker Robert Zemeckis in a groundbreaking 3-D motion picture event starring JIM CARREY, GARY OLDMAN, BOB HOSKINS and ROBIN WRIGHT PENN.

Ebenezer Scrooge (JIM CARREY) begins the Christmas holiday with his usual miserly contempt, barking at his faithful clerk (GARY OLDMAN) and his cheery nephew (COLIN FIRTH). But when the ghosts of Christmas Past, Present and Yet to Come take him on an eye-opening journey revealing truths Old Scrooge is reluctant to face, he must open his heart to undo years of ill will before it’s too late.




GUESS WHAT!!!

Jim carrey actually star/voice as Scrooge / Ghost of Christmas Past / Scrooge as a Young Boy / Scrooge as a Teenage Boy / Scrooge as a Young Man / Scrooge as a Middle-Aged Man / Ghost of Christmas Present / Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come (voice)

Nuffnang wants 4 but here u go i give u so many!! haha... Thank me later..


OMG I WOULD LOVE TO WIN THIS!! I KNOW LEONG MING EN WANTS TO WATCH, it has been 10 days since we met, i would love to catch up with my BF over the movie..

“A CHRISTMAS CAROL” OPENS IN SINGAPORE CINEMAS 19 November 2009!

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phone


My phone's keypad has totally broken down..

so i used back the k580i..

and my printer too...

and my heart too...

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Monday, November 9, 2009 6:12 AM
33rd day - we met once


silly me, why am i crying before the sunrise??

the sky is orange, lovely day..

it must be the place, looking at photos of marina barrage, made me cry..

i thinking maybe i m still missing it?

i hv decided to go to fort canning hill after class..
to enjoy some good scenery.. it will sure be weird when i am in my slipper gears..


33rd day - we met once
I have night blindness too, in the night i can barely see anything.. i came to realise only when i started socialising with ppl and went for camps, when ppl could see things i can't...
i wasnt really afraid of night walks since i cant see, i'm just afraid i lose my way..
i never quite enjoyed the nights until there was this guy who came to my life...

unlike taekyung,
i often can see the 3 stars that is so bright forming a line on some good clear days..
but then,
i can only see one that shines so brightly always..
but i'm afraid i'm losing it, losing my sight, losing the guy, losing my nights, losing my mind, why can't i lose greed and jealousy.. Maybe he was just someone too important that i yearned for....



daddy decided to go overseas JUST a day before my birthday, it was planned. So I just that's why i have been acting weird lately, no one really cares, or at least the ones i wanted to don't. Mummy says at least she is still here.. but i am so afraid of losing cause the words still is ringing on my head.. i appreciate.. i hope that the day we are spending together will never stop.. i'm doing just as i am told, cooking, cleanin, washin...
on the other hand, none that i was told... that includes get out of the house, go jump off ten floor, not to use the things in the house, and not calling you dad..

that's my family for you.. there's no place i can escape to, not like before.

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Sunday, November 8, 2009 8:47 AM
Korean


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Korean : A complete Course for beginners (Book+CD Pack)
Publisher: Living Language, Random House
Publication Date: 2007-11
Format / Quality: Pdf (scan)/Mp3 (6CD)
Size: 18MB (pdf) + 180MB (6×30MB)


This simple and effective introduction to Korean will teach you everything you need to speak, understand, read, and write in Korean. This program assumes no background in the language, and it explains each new concept clearly with plenty of examples, making it ideal for beginners or anyone who wants a thorough review.

LINK-1

ebook
http://rapidshare.com/files/161217559/LLKorean.rar.html

http://rapidshare.com/files/158168843/CD1.rar.html
http://rapidshare.com/files/158177019/CD2.rar.html
http://rapidshare.com/files/158177334/CD3.rar.html
http://rapidshare.com/files/158186069/CD4.rar.html
http://rapidshare.com/files/158187764/CD5.rar.html
http://rapidshare.com/files/158177080/CD6.rar.html



My sister borrowed the library book then we realised! we can download online but rapidshare is a fucking useless source UNLESS there is umm premium account, nonetheless we ripped the cd and downloaded the book... hee hee.. so if u are one lucky bastard with access there u go..


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Wednesday, November 4, 2009 8:54 PM
im fucking scared.


Last night i had a nightmare, had to do with lightening, god, and my mother...


and now the lightening and thunder...


fucking scared... in my blankets...



He says he wants an EOS 5d MKII
i cant afford so...
this one can???!

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009 10:52 PM
Thank You Nuffnang for placing 115 ads in my blog.


Thank you Nuffnang so much for placing ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTEEN ADS in my blog ever since 23rd March 2008. It has been over a year and i love Nuffnang so much, all the free movie tickets, exclusive events, and all the updates being first to know from the ads what's gonna be launched and so on...
http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/blog/2009/11/03/trailer-debut-prince-of-persia-the-sands-of-time/Don't forget to catch the debut railer on nuffnang for the PRINCE OF PERSIA: THE SANDS OF TIME....

AND NOW THE BEST BENEFIT! GETTING PAID!!

Did you know that in the month of OCTOBER 2009, nuffnang placed 23 ads contributing to $7.60 more, I have low traffic and I AM SO GLAD, cause i will be able to cash out so soon to buy my button headset!!


YES THE PINK ONE!!! LOVES!!
Thanks to Nuffnang this year I can get myself a better birthday present...
In addition to all my ang bao, who could have thought of it, now i am glad i left advertlet early! =]

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love me not


i dont want it to haunt me for life, it's nov, from 1995, since then every year it's daunting.


every year i blogged abt it..

i know better than anyone the feeling to be left behind.



anyway.. the ans below is SAMSUNG! click.. thanks!

Title: 遗憾 Artist: 方炯镔

别再说是谁的错让一切成灰
Please do not mention again, who's fault is this that makes everything burn into dust

除非放下心中的负累一切难以挽回
Only u put down the burden in your heart, for that it will be difficult to salvage..

你总爱让往事跟随怕过去白费
You always love to live in the past and afraid of losing the past

你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
You always thought that to experience life we ought to be in numurous love

与其让你在我怀中枯萎
By letting you to be perished in my arms

宁愿你犯错后悔
I rather you regret of what u did wrong

让你飞向梦中的世界留我独自伤悲
Allowing you to fly towards the dreamly world, lefting me alone in tears...

与其让你在我爱中憔悴
By letting you emaciate in my love..

宁愿你受伤流泪
I rather you hurt yourself and cry

莫非要你尝尽了苦悲才懂真情可贵
Possibly you might need to taste all the hardships and griefs, only you'll able to appreciate the precious of true love



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Monday, November 2, 2009 8:18 PM
UPLOAD MULTIPLE PICTURES


Want to upload many many many pictures but blogger only allows 5???!


now if you want to upload more than 5 pictures or multiple / bulk at one go using blogger, you can install this add-on by firefox, it's called dragdropupload 1.9 .
https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/2190

VERY VERY USEFUL!

The other met up with sab to go shop for her shoes while she on off day!

$5.95 yoshi
$5.95 yoshi too...
I'm reserved?! nah.
this can't be bought with masters...
yup.. if u even remember this piece of memory..
camwhore on way to school 30th OCT!
and i carefully prep that day..



in the end..
he said..
i look disasterous..

and was gone in less than 30 mins..
i told myself he was busy.. and was good enough that we met..
life goes on..
but it is so unbearable to hear him say those words last night..

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Why i love facebook?!



click to enlarge...
lol, my best entertainment on FB is not the games and applications but dealing with all these fuckers aka sex fiends, okay maybe u really wan to make frens but i still consider you as sex fiends, too bad...

I would feel that ppl who genuine wants to make friends will:
1. have a complete profile
2. at least one photo on their page of themselves and not other ppl's pictures
3. You won't like put hugs and kisses up either.
4. You won't send messages ThAt Is LiKe ThIs.. or like this.. I lurbx you wor!! >.<
5. Basically, anything that makes my hair stand, oh another one is stalker, my prev acct had this guy i remove cause every comment i type, every status he would say something.. and worse off all, i felt like he offended my friend... so that's an NO NO!

Avoid all these above pointers and make facebook a better place.

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kill me slowly


This is silently killing me...



and it is a slow death, i can't take it... i feel like just going ahead but there is so much obligations...
i can't just go on..


but watching my sister's keeper has helped me understand that...
no matter how you try, sometimes you just have to give up and stop forcing ppl cause it is not what they want and they can never be happy, if it is meant to die or end.. it ought to.. sometimes, you have to learn to let go no matter how it is..


that's why i am open to discussion abt it now..

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