Wouldyoustill♥melikebefore?
I shouldn't have done that. I should have just ignored it. Like something I couldn't see it. Like something I can't see. I shouldn't have looked at you at all.
I should have ran away from it. Like nothing happened.
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what we could have been, 9:59 PM.
I am 3 days over due...
and so here I spring off to write... THe day started at 6pm, as i frantically look for my black halter.. the one i wore for g force premier and eugenia's dinner..
cannot find.. alamak, grab another black dress and quickly i did my make up.. and chiong to work.. .
i saw ms cheong on the way and i was sure i wasn't that late.. hee hee...
and then... we worked till 4pm...
as everyone head home i hanged ard ps,went to tmis and got my cert of attendance for 12 modules, still have 2 unclaimed...
Got sheila to redo my make up and then shape my brows...
went down to find my shoes fucking shaking.. and bbbbraaaccckk..
*ci bei break liao lor...
watched the police raid the FOREIGN TALENTS With contraband cigarette...
haha...
ok i shall commence the photo caption:
good things come in a pair.. sometimes 2...
My babys.... aka couple finder..
i drank miranda all night...
jocelyn n jennifer n reschel.. .
me with fanny, cindy, maureen n cess..
u should name the names le..
group!! with magdeline and rosa..
act drunk then no need drink! I STILL KEEP DRINKIN THOUGH... BUT I SWEAR! not a lot..
damn.. jocelyn's cam light so bright..
group! with kaiteng n shinyee
shin yee n maureen n kaiteng n fanny
meibing, gannes, casey, candy, jennifer, fanny joofun n cindy..
MY INSTAX MOMENT!
Me and CL FOO!
too cute liao.. cannot tell u name! =p
shin yee!!! and me and KAiteng!
DAI LOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MR RAYMOND KHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MEI BIN! CANDY CHEAH! ME! EILEEN! VICTOR and DAI LOUUUUUUUU!
MAGDELINE AND ROSA AND TABLE!
FANNY JOCELYN AND ME AND VICTOR!!
THE DAMN EMBARRASSING $40..
my heels broke and so i hate to switch from slippers to heels with fanny... >.<
I never won any lucky draw in my life..
in chan brother i won 2 prize...
$50 shopping voucher and 2 $20 bengawan solo voucher..
am i lucky?! emm... nnmmm nmm nmm
what we could have been, 9:02 AM.
As much as i complain so much..
I still hope i can go tour leading one day.
I'm not satisfied with my pay cause it barely meets my means...
I am a girl of high maintainence, and so is my parents...
T.T
i need to go learn some finance management..
well more than 8 ppl have volunteered to be my financial controller..
all suggested that i surrender all my cards and give them my pay on monthly basis and i get pocket money from them..
I think it may just work.
that means i can't secretly go clubbing...
oh..
btw my tonsillitis is so bad... i can die...
eating is painful..
drinking too..
sometimes breathing too..
i saw joseph one! He got 2.. big one upper part..
i got one small one at the lower part..
now everyone open mouth let me check..
i am down with abt 4 months plus le..
it is either
A. look for new job
B. stay on cbt for another 8 more months.
future seems bleak not knowing what can be offer..
let me go tour lead, let me go tour lead, let me go tour lead, let me go tour lead, let me go tour lead, let me go tour lead!!!!!!!!!
see my manager's blog! =[[[
she transferred from long haul..
so she visit the europe and long haul location obviously..
http://reshel.wordpress.com/
and and and..
i will update my cbt d&d..
**Special appearance for mr raymond khoo..
what we could have been, 7:59 AM.
11 Nov 2009, i went to sign appointment letter then headed down to TMIS to pass to jason, full of hopes cause it was my birthday the next day...
i was at home brooding cause till then i had no structured plan of what i was going to do and to celebrate my birthday...
if i was even celebratin..
headed to M's hse and waited from 11pm, all i received was a you better not let me see you..
i was so destroyed...
i threw away my pride and tears came crumbling down.. see my prev post you know how it would be...
3 months it has faded...
spent on undulgence and make biz.. reluctant to let go of the past, i just kept working...
cam whored to make myself smile..
everyday.. it was like losing myself..
i ate and i worked to run my biz.. and sab celebrated my post birthday.. i was happy..
till in dec i started work...
and we had good food except this very fateful day.. salt curry..
then i met up with someone i am pretty sure i may be missing alot... after he is gone.. 17 days...
night market everyday to hope buzz can cover all the thoughts...
went for hair extension 2 days ago..
and had shudoku with my cbt colleagues, even met jam and vivi and esther ytd...
i'm finding myself back now..
hopefully...
i will be fine..
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what we could have been, 12:31 PM.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
丁噹ˋ我愛他他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂 地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重 整座城市一直等著我 有一段感情還在漂泊 對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天 我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來 若那一刻重來 我不哭 讓他知道我可以很好 *我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂 我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘 曾為他 相信明天就是未來 情節有多壞 都不肯醒來 我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望 我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘 我和他 不再屬于這個地方 最初的天堂 最終的荒唐* 如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢 傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎 曾經依靠彼此的肩膀 如今各自在人海流浪 我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂 我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘 逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害 越深的依賴 越多的空白 該怎麼去愛 repeat //* 如果還有遺憾 是分手那天 我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來 若那一刻重來 我不哭 讓他知道我可以很好我愛他-丁噹

you know what i mean?
i won't cry,
it has ended,
and i won't cry..
now and not for you again..
You can be sure I will be good,
what we could have been, 8:39 AM.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
what we could have been, 10:04 AM.
some calls it color me tone, some calls it bye bye ring ring...
I LIKE NICE DIAL TONE! like this ah tiong he is using this song...
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone.nice...
so i keep calling lor...
actually he don have to pick up one...
or he can wait longer than pick up...
i will appreciate better.. hee hee hee...
what we could have been, 9:42 PM.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
baby its killing me...
this itch im feeling...
this pain won go away...
now who said that medication would heal it all...
it's now worse than that day..
what we could have been, 6:01 PM.